Kids Oh Kids!

"OH NOoo..... Not again!".... This is what you'll be saying if you're with a bunch of mischievous brats! They just couldn't sit still, not even a second! You'll be like "Urghhh... please STOP that".... "Come DOWN please, it's DANGEROUS!".... & then, they'll looked at you, may be stop a sec, & "Urghhh"... start all over again!

These 'Dennis' definitely make your heart popping out anytime and eventually you'll might ended up with heart failure or goiter! & Theyyy.... will of course make you looked slimmer too....

Yes, you're right, this is what I've gone through during the weekends. Chasing here & there, making sure they wouldn't hurt themselves by their action stunt where they think it's cool while making me worried....

They sometimes do give me nostalgic feelings. I still could remembered how mischievous I am & what I did that I almost explode a car! My childhood friend (dunno where he is now... & how his adult look) & I agreed to try an error, by placing ('sumbat-ing') stones in my neighbors car exhaust. & yes, the car couldn't start, & weird noises starts coming out from the engine.... & guess yourselves what happens after that....

Besides that, I still remembered a situation clearly where I until now still can feels the pain.... This is how it goes, I was jumping around like a monkey trying to get keys from my father's friend... He's shifting his keys here & there coz he do not want me to play with it.... He get annoyed eventually, & he then placed his keys high above the cupboard where no no children can reach it. So, I grab many many chairs, building up my own ladder & "VOILA" I got it.... I was so so happy that my mission was accomplished.... BUT..... Suddenly, I heard "BANG"... my head was as though been hit my a hammer injecting a nail... I was totally blank, blur & speechless... all I could see was my parents.... Luckily there was no hole on my skull... (Guess it has affects my intelligency..hehe..) Anyhow, I even drown myself before!

Hmmm... guess I shouldn't be complaining & whining right? as I myself also a brat once....
Anyway, though sometimes they make people annoyed, but in a way, they make people happy too by their adorable face & actions.... :)

Eventhough they annoyed me alot, I'm always looking forward in meeting them. As with them, I could be myself & feel like I'm a child again without any worries.....
I love them alot & will always miss them ^^

Wake Up Everyone!!!

When I was young, I always have questions on religion, wondering why there are so many religion in this world, purpose of our life, what happen to us after we are death and so on.... & now I've understood most of it.

I know some people might stop reading it after the first sentences, but I hope you'll continue in reading it as it only take less than 5 minutes to clear all the misunderstood.

Do you know that Noah, Abraham, Krishna, Buddha, Zoroaster, Moses, Christ, Muhammad, The Bab, & Baha’u’llah are all the same?
They are the Prophets and Manifestations sent by God appearing in human physical forms with innate knowledge. As for God, there is only one, just like there’s only a sun in this universe. The sun appears every single day with a different name, which is Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday,... till Sunday. Everyday it is the same sun that appear, that gives life to every living thing. These days symbolizes the many Messengers of God.

Why does God send different Manifestations at different age? (Ponder awhile…..)
Every era, the capacity of the human understanding is different. Prophets and Manifestations are sent by God depending on comprehending of human being during that period of time. The Words of God are revealed bit by bit. It is just like students, teachers and principle. Principle assigns a particular teacher to teach standard 1 students, standard 2 students and so on…. The teacher who teaches standard 1 students cannot use standard 2 syllables as the standard 1 students do not have the capacity to understand yet. All students have to undergo this process bit by bit until he or she is able to understand and independently find resources themselves.

God couldn’t reach us as He is so powerful, just like the sun. If He reaches us, we would probably be death by now. The only way He can reach us is through His Manifestations. Manifestations are just like a mirror which reflects the sun’s light to us in a physical human being.

Why God didn’t just reveal everything at once, instead of He sending different Manifestations to us in different time and places?
The reason was He wanted to test us whether we love Him. If we love Him, we will be able to recognize Him & His Manifestations no mather in what names and forms. Couples who are deeply in love will be able to recognize each other even though one of them has undergone plastic surgery or change their name.

Why human beings can’t recognized the returning of a Manifestation of God which is Baha’u’llah?
The first reason was of course the love of God was not that strong in every human being. They are busy themselves in accumulating wealth until they neglected the importance of developing their soul. The second reason was, human being has put a veil between them by judging that what they known are right without any investigation and understanding. This veil has deprived them from seeing the truth.

Developing our soul are important as to prepare ourselves for the next world, so that we’ll be in perfect form and this form is eternally. It was just like a foetus developing in the mother’s womb. If the foetus does not develop properly, the child might have deformalities. The choice is in our hands either to develop it or not.

There are two types of teaching brought by the Manifestations which are the spiritual and social. Spiritual teaching will always be the same in every Manifestation’s teaching, while the social teaching will be different. Example of spiritual teaching is why do we need to know God, the purpose of our life on earth, human virtues and deeds and so on…..
Social teaching is laws which are appropriate during a period of time and condition such as why Hindus cannot eat beef during Krishna period; Why Muslims cannot eat pork, compulsory for the girls to wear long sleeves, men can have four wives and so on during Muhammad period; & why priest and ulama needed during the time of Christ and Muhammad.

In Baha’u’llah’s time, all those laws are not needed anymore instead it has changed into the importance of unity, oneness of mankind, equality between men & women, equilibrium between science & religion and so on…..
Baha’u’llah said priest and ulama are not needed today as He wanted us to be independently investigating the truth ourselves as human are able to be independent already.

If we love God, we must accept His current Manifestation. Baha’u’llah’s teaching has the answers and remedies for the current world issues and to create oneness of mankind without any prejudices.

In the writing of God, He said that He will never ever abandon us alone but will continuosly guide us through His Manifestations from time to time. Now Christ & Muhammad have already returned in the form of Baha’u’llah & Baha’u’llah will also be returning again after another few thousands years later in different forms which I would not be able to see the magnificent of it. My great-great grandson will be able to see it.

So, wake up everyone, do not let veil, ignorance & wealth to block you from seeing & understanding the truth. Let us together heal the nation, so everyone can live in peace & equally. Our life here is just temporarily and we do not know when we’ll be called by the Almighty.

"The light hath shone on thee from the horizon of the sacred Mount and the spirit of enlightenment hath breathed in the Sinai of thy heart. Wherefore, free thyself from the veils of idle fancies and enter into My court, that thou mayest be fit for everlasting life and worthy to meet Me. Thus may death not come upon thee, neither weariness nor trouble."

~Writings of Baha'u'llah~

FREAK OUT ~#~

I still couldn't forget yesterday incident. I've always thought that reading during KTM journey was a worthwhile act. Reading has always been encouraged by the mass media especially during the ride home using train. This perception is totally wrong after what had happened yesterday.

It all started when I took out a recipe book. These guy who was seating two seats away from me started approaching me by asking whether am I from hospitality course. I replied no and then the conversation goes on. First, everything seems to be normal. And as we chat on, things started to change when he ask me how long was my hair, and have I ever cut it. After that, he continued by asking me to untied my hair as he wanted to see how long was my hair. I hesitated and rejected. Atmosphere around me started giving me a chill as he kept persuading me and even touching my hair twice. The opposite passengers started gaving me a weird expression as though am a flirty girl.

My inner thought was getting rid of him fast and he seem as though a serial killer who obsessed with long hair lady (May be because I've watched too many dramas). Couldn't blame me right, any lady on this earth will thought of it too!

As we reached Kl central, I have sms-ed my friend by asking her to act along with me. (Thank God, I've someone to accompany me... I really really appreciated. If I'm alone, I really-really do not know what to do...) So, to the girls out there, never ever go anywhere by yourself.... you might never know what will encounter you! Take heed of my advice...

My eyes fixed with the KTM time wishing the train will be here soon, but I was devastated after hearing the anouncement on the delaying time.... Goshhh.... time was passing really really slow....

Once we on-board, he followed us too. My friend and I agreed to move to the middle space after some passengers have embarked. and guess what, he followed too. Finally train stopped at Subang and he embarked. He gave me a handshake (to be polite trying not to offence him as he's from the same college as I am) and appologized. To feel a great ease, I've watched him out of the train.
Ohhhh..... once he was gone, that was when my friend and I gossiping all the way back and praying that I will never ever meet him again....

So, what is your perception towards reading now? Do the girls feel vulnerable with holding a book in KTM? Anyhow, the best suggestion from me is pretend sleeping all the way to your home.... and do pray hard as well....

K@j@ng

Well, when I first heard of Kajang the first thoughts that came into my mind were the dogs & not the satays. Why? Easy, as I was chased by dogs twice or maybe many more times which I couldn’t remember now! (I do not know why dogs just love me until they traumatized me….)

Anyway, my training days didn’t started off on the propose day, as we were given another week break because of the uninformal attires worn by my course-mates & me on that day. We never thought putting on our usual college clothes to training was not formal, it embarrassing for us though, as if we need guidance on proper dressing, but still, we were happy for the extra break ^^ That’s not all, besides the joy, fears mingled in May Eng & I as well, as we were almost bitten by our neighbour’s dogs just infront of our rented house gate.... Goshhh…. that’s only our first day, what about another 3months? We wondered….

Besides risking our life especially with those traffic & dogs, life in Kajang Hospital wasn’t that bad. It was quite relaxing, with time passing slowly, unlike the hectic Gribbles in PJ. As the hours tick away slowly like this, day by day, bit by bit, laziness starts engulfing me. One easily can gain weight in Kajang as most time there were feasts around the corner. And that’s when, our true colours come out! Students were eyeing on foods all the time eventhough it was not meant for them. Look how gluttonous we are... SWEATTT -_-!

The staffs at Kajang Hospital treated us very well; making us feel as homely as possible. They may look stern sometimes, but they are not actually, as that’s the adult way of joking where students wouldn’t be able to laugh or understand! ‘0’

Under the roof, many ghost stories have been circulated. I kinda freak out sometimes. I had the chance to present for a post-mortem too. The deceased was said to have fallen from a high place due to high alcohol consumption (that’s why, never ever indulge with alcohol intake). It was kinda gross looking at first with those skin peeling off; and as the process goes on, I felt that it is just some sort of biological presentation. And I saw real human brain for the first time.

In that hospital, I seem to found my ideal man. I got flattered by him during a bone marrow aspiration. Yes, he’s a doctor with a typical look, but his voice declared that he’s the prince for every women. Too bad, I never got his number. Anyway, his appearance will never be forgotten.

Time definitely passesby fast. Both training & exams are already over. I did quite badly in my exams this time and my CGPA dropped. New semester’s starting soon, and I need to learn to be busy again. The nostalgic memories in Kajang will always be in me and I hope that those numbers that I have save from Kajang will always stay connected until the last breath of mine.

"Dark"

Mind, souls are blank,
A shadow seen stranded in nowhere,
But still, unnoticeable.....
Crawling in silence,
where pain & anger felt,
Triggering the earth by flow of tears,
And what happen,
Nobody knows the remedies to it.....

End of Rat, Comes the Ox...

It is time to bid farewell again & a new year will be embraced & welcome by everyone soon. Past will always be nostalgia & the future will always be a new hope for everyone. Every mistake must be amended & never be repeated.

In the year 2008, there are joyful & sorrowful events. Proud moments can be seen too specifically during the Beijing Olympic. In political wise, the government has been triggered by the country’s Tsunami election of March 8. The World Economic downfall, earthquakes, floods & landslides have causes great impact to human beings. These circumstances & events will surely leave an imprint on someone’s heart. It can never be erased that easily. Only prayers, forgiveness & hopes are the cures to these wounds.

No one knows the future, it will always be mysterious & the year 2009 will indeed be another journey of it. Predictions can never be made or foretold of what’s going to be; only dreams & hopes can be created. So, lets all pray & hope for the best & welcome the year of the Ox with full of spirit & joy…..

Happy 2009! ^v^

Gribbles, PJ

Two months have past since I left Gribbles, PJ. It’s been a great experience. Working life has never been that easy as it seems. I understand that in order to excel & be the best, we must equip ourselves with knowledge & skills or else we’re nothing.

I’ve encountered various degrees of human attitudes, regardless of their status. In the real world, acceptance, forgiveness & improvements are necessary for oneself.

Life in PJ was tough during the first 2 weeks. It seems so dragging, like in the poem “Life Breath Candle” by William Shakespeare & I was wondering when will my miserable life end…. However, my days weren’t that bad, thanks to Gribbles staffs, friends & those scrumptious food in PJ. ^^
The HODs’ in every department has an unfriendly look because of their firm & disciplined personality. Seeing them smile is just like walking on cloud 9, as they really do looked adorable! ^^ My greatest regret was never getting the chance to bid farewell to Mr. Mohan (Head of Biochemistry Department), as I was rushing back to pack my stuffs in preparation to go back home. Without him, I don’t think I’m able to score distinctions. Thank you very much Mr. Mohan, I’ll always appreciate your kind deeds & knowledge. Besides the HOD, I would like to express my gratitude to the pathologists and the staffs as well. Their never ending guidance and endeavor will always be remembered & appreciated.

Training in Gribbles was nostalgia & these nostalgic memories will always stays with me.